R: 1 / I: 0
When I was 10, I sexually assaulted a few kids the same age from school and groups I attended. We were all 10. If I was 20 and them 10, I would probably to jail, but because we were the same age, nobody ever brought serious attention to it. At some point I got really rough and I mean it, I was a bit hypersexual as a child and exposed to porn and had nobody that would be the same, so I had to release my urges somehow. Because I became really rough, the guy *probably told this to his parents and they probably told this at school, because we were both interviewed by school psychologist about the happenings. Oddly enough, we were both in the same room and I don't really remember much out of it, but some moments and he obviously never said anything on me and it was pretty much ignored.
When we were 13, the guy said he no longer remembers why we were here or what was the point of that, it honestly scared me a lot.
We are both the same age, but he's gone a bit weird, I don't see much into his life, so don't want to come up with conclusion, maybe it's completely unrelated.
I'm a bit worried I caused to this specific guy some trauma, because specially to this guy, I was really rough, some could say it was a violent rape, if I were only a bit stronger, I would have got him.
This is a confession I can only confess here and to no one else. But I'm also a bit worried, what happens if I ever become a bit more known and suddenly some kids started throwing rape charges on me? How is this going to affect my reputation huh? What about this guy that may suffer from PTSD, because he's really strange in RL. I sometimes tend to see him, he got really introverted and closed to himself. What if he is going to kill me in the future once he realizes what I've done to him? Really funny though… Would do it again though the only thing, I would wanted to be stronger, because I just couldn't rape them successfully, they fought back really good and we were all equally strong. That was really annoying, so 90% of my attempts were rather unsuccessful.
Just a confession.